really wish i had more money gah! 
i MIGHT be able to afford visiting my bf but im not sure. i really badly want to cause i want to say goodbye to his room and his kitchen and the view and the houses and trees and stairs and EVERYTHING before he moves. the thought of it makes me very sad, it makes me want to cry. why do i get so attached to places and THINGS? he doesnt really have time to hang out with me cause he needs to study like a fucking maniac so i wont have anything to do at all and i dont really have anyone else to hang out with and i cant find my way in stockholm 8( probably cant afford a subwaycardthingie either

this is the last month of summer and i have barely been to the ocean at all, that too makes me sad. i should have been outside more often. i could have just taken a book with me or something. GAH WHY
why is everything melancholic 

har fått räkning från radiotjänst också trots att jag inte sa en enda gång något ens i stil med “jag har tv eller motsvarande” och bara bad dom ringa upp för jag kunde inte prata då. då måste man betala räkningen (den är på 519 spänn?! vem fan har det bara sådär?) innan man kan avanmäla osv osv VARFÖR. jävla idioter.
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